AHHH! ): I BANG THE WALL! ): My shoulder blade hurts big time now.
BANG! when the sound. And darius asked: What's that sound? FYI, he was on the second level in his room. I was on the third.
My shoulder is red red now. The pain is killing. I cannot do anything with my right arm now. ):
Save me! (:
| 4:51 PM
1. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday? ): 2. Have you ever faked sick? Nope? (: 3. Have you ever cried during a movie? Nope. (: *4. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? Hmm.. _______.Y 5. Have you ever been drunk? I don't drink at all. (: 6. What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? Hmm.. Not sure. 7. What is your full name? Cheryl Chu 8. Have you ever been in a car accident? Nope. 9. How old were you when you receive your first kiss? Fifteen. 10. Who was your first kiss? _______.Y 11. What is your favourite sport to play? Captain's ball. 12. Have you ever made prank calls? Nope. 13. Is there anything which you have done that you regret? Yes yes, many in fact. I'm sorry. 14. Do you believe in love at first sight? Maybe? Sometimes. 15. Do you believe in karma? Not really. (: 16. How would you describe yourself? Blunt, active, playful. 17. Who was your longest boyfriend/girlfriend? _______.Y 18. What was the longest crush/relationship you ever have? 1 year 6 months. 19. What is your greatest weakness? Blunt? I don't know. 20. Do you get along with your family? Yes. 21. Would you ever get a tattoo? No. 22. Who makes you laugh? Currently, no one? 23. What would you want to accomplish before leaving this earth? To get together again. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1. Single or taken? Single. 2. Do you like it? Not for the moment. 3. Would you still kiss your ex? Yes? 4. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes? 5. Are you missing someone special right now? Yup. _______.Y? 6. Have you talked about marriage with someone? Maybe? Not sure. 7. Do you want children? Yup. (: 8. If yes, how many? max 3? Not sure. 9. Would you consider adoption? Maybe not. 10. If someone liked you right now, would you rather want them to tell you? Yes, even if I won't agree with them, awkwardness would be avoided. (: 11. Do you want someone you can't have. Yes. 12. Do you get butterflies when you're around your crush? Not really? I don't know. 13. Do any of your EXS still have feelings for you? I only have one, and I'm not sure about it. 14. Have you ever slept at the opposites sex's house? Nope. 15. Do you like someone? Love, not like. 16. Are you still in love with your ex? Yup. 17. What would you say if any of your exs wants you back? As I said, I only have one. (: I'll be delighted to? 18. What last word would you say to your ex? WCDHIF, IMYB, ILYS.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 | 8:50 PM
Should I make my blog private? Feel like doing so, As the time approach, I'll consider.
O level results was release on Monday. There were sadness and joy. Pretty obvious from their faces. That's life I suppose, Facing the truth and move on.
Easy to say, But hard to carry out. (: I know how that feels, It sucks.
School life is boring. Seriously boring to the max. I just can't wait for secondary school life to end.
I'm tired, and falling again. I want a break. Will be taking a break this weekend. I'll be going to Malaysia to shop shop. YES YES, I'm going AGAIN. (:
I really want to get away from Singapore. I can't wait for the year end, Mummy will bring me out of Singapore.
I feel like migrating now. ): I want to go Maldives. Its so pretty there, so relaxing.
I learn the piano piece already! I'm a happy girl to a certain extend. Have been trying hard to keep myself busy, So that I won't think about stuff.
I failed to do so. Can I fall into a deep sleep? And never to wake up. Eternal rest. I wish. I'm really tired.
Year end, I'll fly away from Singapore. Going over to New Zealand maybe. A get away, I can't wait.
I feel so heavy, It hurts to see how far we're drifting. Its really hard to let you go. I'm sorry.
I still don't have the strength to move on. Give me a year at least. That long? Yes.
When can I ever receive hugs from you again? I wish to know my answer. I'm falling without you again. I'm still missing you as much. I still can't let you go. I'm really sorry.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 | 7:51 PM
Hello hello. School is as usual, boring. Lessons are pretty much starting. Teachers are freaking us out.
I feel so stress up again, I see the work we're going to handle. It's piling like we don't need to sleep. If only you could still be there to lift me up when I fall.
I thought I manage to mask my emotion, But I was wrong. I'm sorrry for letting you see the sad side of me. And and, I'm sorry if I lose my temper easily this week. You sit beside me, and somehow I pity you, because you get to see the other side of me, I'm really sorry.
I still don't have the motivation to study. Everyone is telling me how important this year is. I'll try my best alright, its real hard. Thanks audrey for asking me to join you people during your study time, Knowing that I needed those motivation.
I hate coming home somehow. Not that I dislike home, But I hate to be stuck in my room. Thoughts just sets in.
It saddens me most when I listen to the song unbeautiful. Tears just stream down like a tap. Every sentence speaks a lot to me.
It was you and me against the world And you promised me forever more Was it something that I said? Was it something that I did? Cuz I gotta know What made me unbeautiful. I lost someone precious to me, And it was hard for me to bid goodbye.
I'm trying real hard to forget, But each time I try, I fall into a deeper hole. I seem to be getting worse. Pick me up from the hole and hold me tight again.
Can I say I want to give up trying? Instead I want to hold you tight, And never to let you go again. If I'm willing to let you fall on me, Will you? I'll pick you up when you fall if I could, Could you do the same to me? I hate the feeling of being lonely, I miss those naggings, I want to be nag at by you. Will you be the one who will stand by me again?
Monday, January 5, 2009 | 2:58 PM
School life is boring. Seriously, I bored with school. Seeing all our batch girls gone, I feel so annoyed with myself.
People of my age having holiday, But what am I doing? ):
I really hate school and life for now. I'm getting depressed day by day. Though I may not show it. But I'm falling badly.
When I'm out with people, everything seems normal. But when I settle down tears just keep flowing. ): I think I'm going to be depress soon. I seriously feel like crap.
This 2 songs currently plays how I feel.
Words seriously can't describe how I feel. I'm feeling miserable. God take me out of where I am will you?
I'm missing you, But there's nothing I can do. The feeling is terrible. I don't want to move on can I? I hate everything right now. I'm lost again. Stuck in a deep hole where I cannot be seen. I want to hide.
Thursday, January 1, 2009 | 6:52 PM
Hello people! (: Happy new year all.
The year 2008 had many up and down for me. But I'm still thankful for my friends who were there for me. (:
Had new year countdown at church with the youths. Everything went on fine, And we had fun. (:
Few hours it was 2008, And now its 2009. Time flies? maybe not.
Tomorrow would be a school day, Its pretty annoying though, Imagine our first day of school is a friday! Then its back to the weekends again. How boring can that be.
Many had started tuitions already, but look at me, Not even starting yet, Maybe till chinese new year ends.
A stressful year ahead maybe? If only I've got someone to lead on like before.
My new year resolutions? I don't have any, Because I shall leave it all to God to decide for me. (:
Thoughts: For months I had my nightmares, I thought it ended. But it seems like its returning back again. I'm afraid of those nightmares, I don't wish for them to return back to me. Take me back on this journey, Where I can be your listening ear, Like you were always mine. For this new year, I just wish to start anew. Just like how I first met you. And what you know of me. (:
